朋友们，谢谢你们的鼓励和支持。
i am still trying to recover....trying very hard to do so.
at times i still fall hard everytime i thought about it.

the thought is hard to get away. the pain is still triggering when i am alone. i sit down alone at times and reflect the wrong. looking at mistake i should not have make. but no matter what， it is already to a point of no return. 人变了心。。就永远都无法挽回了。

i am not even hoping or waiting. i am not even hoping for a miracle. i know miracle do not happen to everyone. i just want to move on naturally.......slowly.......